After thinking days and nights, left and right, finally I decided going for PBIM, but just joining half marathon (25km). Now I cannot find any reason not to join PBIM, beside last times I was really tired and scared of traveling.
The traveling period, from August to October, has pulled my down, but now, I have return and expect to running strong! I ran yesterday, my performance was sucks, rhythm out, pace out, breathing out. I was sad because I feel I'm weak, but I the stronger the feeling of 'weak', the stronger the desire to kick the 'weak' out!
In my dictionary, you won't find 'Give Up', and now, the definition of 'Weak' is 'strong', the definition of 'Strong' is 'stronger'. That's means you won't find 'Weak' in my dictionary.
Give me few more weeks and I shall back to last two months' performance.