星期一, 4月 16, 2007

Eyes on Fire

It is 7.25PM now. I’m alone at my working place

With one eye contaminated now, I’m still looking like a patient. I have been expecting for an MC for more than 2 years, but till then, even getting an MC wasn’t mean I can rest at home.

Friday, 13/4/07, the day after my fever recovered, my eyes getting irritated then started to swelling the next day. I was having difficulty in opening my eyes, they were sore, yet, I was still in customer’s office. Trying to occupied my MC, but I have no choice, I have to stay, even after on the way back, I have called back, and I was so sad. End of the night, I went back like a zombie.

Saturday, I have missed the golden session in the morning, no running no swimming, damn it I hate this! Slept at home rested my eyes, drank a lot of water included many ‘ho-yan-ho’ herbal teas. Dreamt of terrible working stuffs… sucks!

I was almost got crazy by just staying at home. Felt so lost, what is life? What are you trying to achieve in your life? What is the factor that keeps you breathing to stay alive?

Sore throat has attacked me in the night. Whatever it is, nothing would stop me from going for the Orange Run the next day. This is the only color I managed to sense it when I involved in the run.

Run, Forrest Run! I always remember this.

Everybody dies, but we have to keep going, even until body is died, but our soul, will still remain keep going in the world.

I’m getting tired, and I should go by now.

5 則留言:

Kien Mau 提到...

sometime we may feel down
but
be positive
you will be alright (:

Kien Mau 提到...

Hope is good thing, and good things never die.

Kean Hong 提到...

take a rest and think again...

Tey 提到...

阿美巴:

慢慢來,逐步恢復,不可操之過急。

祝:安康

blueameba 提到...

Recovered on 19/4/07.
Just felt frustrated, of my job.

Thanks all for your courage, cheers!