星期四, 8月 11, 2005

Gentleman?

This is the first time I heard someone calling you ‘gentleman’
I was so surprise…

All the while I was hoping and looking forward you to be a gentleman
who can take good care to all other ladies beside me
and be polite and smile to everybody surrounding you.
How many times have I complained this to you?


But nowadays,
you are so different.
I see a new brand you who have really improved a lot
I guess you have really let go everything,
or perhaps you think it’s not worthwhile to made yourself unhappy because of a woman you hate the most?

You will never know how suffer and how sad I am
because I'm neither in your eyes nor your heart.
Until today, or perhaps until the day I die,
I still have no idea why is this a choice for you to chase me away from your house
and what caused you to act so badly to me?

and this is called 'gentleman'?

We have to learn and grow
Let go and move forward
I’m not so sure am I ahead of you
I still have a very long journey for my transition stage.

Oh my dear,
my miserable life has just begun right after I stepped out from your house…

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