星期五, 8月 19, 2005

One Night Stand or One Whole Life? 一夜情或一辈子?

One Night Stand or One Whole Life?

There was once when I was in South Thailand
I had a strong willing to go to the beach where there is a mermaid
I took about an hour bus
Lastly came to a small town
But I started to be panic
Because I couldn’t see any beach or sea….

The beach is suppose just beside the road if this town is nearby the sea
I asked around,
people given directions to me and I followed.

After a while of walking,
I found neither breeze from the sea nor the salty taste of the sea..
I was so tired and disappointed
At the moment when I was about to give up
I saw there was a different color of blue from the sky
It was deep blue
There was wave on top of the water
And it is sea!

I was so excited and just keep going despite of how tired I am
Because I strong realized I was at the correct path
As long as I keep going
I will be at the beach very soon.

Besides kept going, there was only kept going
Until my foot stepped on the sand and felt the sea
Only I was willing to take a rest.

The feeling was simply the great and obtained a strong satisfaction
It wasn’t a matter on how beautiful was the beach
It wasn’t a matter how clear was the water
It also wasn’t a matter is there a mermaid?
The most important was I’m here at the destination led by my strong will

So, if you ask me,
Even though I have been suffering by the Love
Can I love again?
Will I desire to love again?

Yes I will,
Definately yes.
And I’ll be more treasure the love, more understand how to love and will be a better lover than previous

Because I can strongly feel it
It is right at in front
Perhaps it is too far from me
But I realized it is at in front
I’ll just keep going
I’m sure I’ll be there one day.

So my answer is
To Love the Man for One Whole Life.


一夜情或一辈子?

有一次在泰南旅行
心里有一种莫名强烈的欲望想到那拥有美人鱼的海边
坐了约一小时的公巴
去到陌生的小镇

心里竟着急了起来
海呢?
海在那里?
如果这是靠海的小镇
海应该就在路的旁边
可是一路上我也没看见什么靠在路边的海岸呀!

来到市镇
东问西问的
人家指指点点,
我就朝着那应该就是有美人鱼的海边的方向走去。

越走就越远
可是连一丁点的海风也没吹到
咸咸的感觉也没有。。。

就在正想放弃的那一杀那
看见了与天不一样的蓝
那是宝蓝色
那是有涟漪的水
对,那就是海啊!

我兴奋极了
加快脚步不停的王前走
可是那条路还是像无尽头般
宝蓝色的海还是离我很远很远。

我只知道,只要朝着这个方向走,
我就可以到达心里想去的地方。
前方,正是这个前方。
不管有多累也一直往前走,
直到脚板触摸到沙,
才精疲力竭的坐下休息。
心里有着很大的满足感,
沙滩漂亮不漂亮
海水清澈不清澈
有没有美人鱼
都已经不再重要
最重要的是
我凭着那股强烈的欲望到达了目的地。

所以如果你问我
即使我在爱情里受了无尽伤害
我还能再爱吗?
还会再渴望爱情吗?

会,
肯定会。
而且还会更懂得爱、更懂得珍惜、并爱得比以前深,
因为我就是强烈的感觉到
爱情就在前方
也许它离我很远,
但它就在前方,
只要我不辞劳苦地往前走
总有一天
我一定会到达哪里。

所以,
我还是会选择一辈子。

星期二, 8月 16, 2005

Ten Thousand Times More


My mood is simply Ten Thousand times bluer than the deep blue sky
and the emotion is simply Ten Thousand times deeper than the deep blue ocean

The hurt and the pain that you have left to me is simply Ten Thousand times more than the love you gave to me.

I just want to tell you, Mr. ‘Gentleman’
I Love You...
but,
I Hate You is simply Ten Thousand times more than I Love You.

星期四, 8月 11, 2005

Gentleman?

This is the first time I heard someone calling you ‘gentleman’
I was so surprise…

All the while I was hoping and looking forward you to be a gentleman
who can take good care to all other ladies beside me
and be polite and smile to everybody surrounding you.
How many times have I complained this to you?


But nowadays,
you are so different.
I see a new brand you who have really improved a lot
I guess you have really let go everything,
or perhaps you think it’s not worthwhile to made yourself unhappy because of a woman you hate the most?

You will never know how suffer and how sad I am
because I'm neither in your eyes nor your heart.
Until today, or perhaps until the day I die,
I still have no idea why is this a choice for you to chase me away from your house
and what caused you to act so badly to me?

and this is called 'gentleman'?

We have to learn and grow
Let go and move forward
I’m not so sure am I ahead of you
I still have a very long journey for my transition stage.

Oh my dear,
my miserable life has just begun right after I stepped out from your house…

星期二, 8月 09, 2005

如何成功

好一个想呼吸的欲望竟能让你达至成功.

如何成功

一位年輕人想要追求成功之道,他聽說某處住著一名很有智慧的智者很懂得成功之道,
有許多人在這位智者的調教之下,都能步上成功之途。
因此他很想要去尋訪這位傳說中的智者,親自向他請教成功之道。
費盡千辛萬苦,他終於找到了智者。
年輕人:「智者,您可不可以教我如何做,或是具備什麼樣的條件才能成功?」
智者:「你想成功嗎?那跟著我走。」智者說完之後,也不理會年輕人的反應,逕自朝著海邊走去。
而這年輕人為了追求成功之道,自然是緊緊尾隨在後。
一直走著,走著。
智者竟引導這年輕人走進海裡面。
越往前走 水越深,水已經淹到胸部了,眼看著再走下去就要滅頂了。
突然間,智者將年輕人的頭用力地壓入水面下,年輕人奮力地掙扎,急於跳脫困境。
可是這智者一點也不鬆手。
約莫過了一分鐘,智者才把手鬆開。
年輕人立即跳出水面,深深地吸了好幾口氣。
「老傢伙,你想淹死我呀?」年輕人咆哮!
「如果你渴望成功的意志能夠像你剛剛想呼吸般地強烈的話,你就已邁向成功之路了。」 智者回答。

星期一, 8月 08, 2005

后会无期

这个早上如果你有机会见到我
你就会看见我那浮肿的双眼。

你是否开始觉得我有点懦弱?
可我已经接受这个事实,
是的
在某些时候

的确是有点懦弱。
尤其是在夜阑人静的时候
就是我最脆弱的时候。

我一直在回想
回想过去的恋情,
我好像在发了一场又一场的梦
在梦里被人狠狠地摔了一跤又一跤。
当重重的一跤被摔得好疼
才从梦中惊醒
这一跤又一跤
是情人们的报复。

于是我开始深思
发现他们是敌亦是师
在磨练我教我如何成为一个好情人。
最可惜的是
当我开始知道如何成为一个好情人时
他们都已经不在我身边
没能享受那种福气
也真为他们叹息。

这到底是我错过了他们呢,
还是他们错过了我?


当我们还年少时
也许有很多梦想
也拼命的追求理想情人。
可是当年纪越来越大
再加上恋爱经验丰富后
那种像年少时对恋爱的热诚就已经不再。
也许你现在的情人
不是你最爱的
而只不过是你最需要的
或甚至
她只不过是来弥补你空虚寂寞的日子而已。

之前的什么山盟海誓恩恩怨怨
再掘出来谈也已无济于事
唯有以一笑置百之。

保重吧我的情人们
也许我们不会有再会
却祝福你会更幸福。
我会把你们所给予的教训
受惠于下一个情人。

08082005。0045 (失眠的夜)